ceci, coz there will be no other people reading this site beside you. and i need a place to put my emotion, boil it like water, convince myself that i can go further and further. i don't wanna stop as long as i start, sacrifice everything is not a problem.
you know who i miss these days? not you, oh i'd better say beside you, haha. i miss nnenna, she looks like Eva in ANTM, and that girl is soo cool, i love her! days i am watching "american's next model", and i am reading a book about the freedom and right in USA. to the extend of my knowledge, i love the spirit of American, NY city, especially.
Hong kong is cutie in foreigner's eyes, also to me, sometimes a bit 審美疲勞, is that why u r in europe? i'm not sure, but that is surely why i envy you, though i understand there r difficult, lonely times for you . See i am not negative this time, but just want to complain a little bit about all these stupid floor gathering. once people knock on my door so loud that throw me our of my fantasy just to advertise some stupid function.
i don't fit in here, but here also get things i love, people i would love to meet. i didn't tell the following things to anybody. i saw a cutie guys on campus, actually on the school bus. he sat next to me, he looked at me several times before i looked at him, i am sure, but no conversation, and haven't met again. ok, if you think that's my illusion, don't tell me . anyway, it happened yesterday, and i put make-up today, and i will keep doing that for a while i guess...
I remember the suggest you give me, go out of CU, and you will see hong kong is lovely. and i am sure the attitude is always going to work, right?
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dear, I've settled down in an American family and the girl who I 'take care' of is 13 but actually looks like 16. She is beautiful, independent and confident...an absolute American.
Both the mother and the daugther want themselves to look perfect while they don't care how messy their rooms are. I don't have to shout or be tolerant to the bad temper anymore but in order to fit in this family, I have to take special care of my own appearance too.
and you know what. there's a guitar and electric piano under my bed.. which is what I've dreamed about in Munich.
My mum always say that there's angel around me and I think it's true. I always have the things I want around me (although I have to 'pay' for it)..and even though the family is not a very 'natural one', it reminds me how much I want myself to change before I go back to hk... both inner and outer look.
and one more thing. Before I moved into the new family, I spent a few days in the youth hostel and met a german/ british girl who was once an aupair in Munich. We share the photos of the children we take care of and you know what ? she screamed and said ,' oh my god, this is my alexandro!' yes yes ! she was the previous aupair of my family in Munich. She just left before I arrived.
She only spent a weekends in london for a short vacation and it 's really god's ooperation that we would live in the same hostel in the same room. She reminds me how cute the children were and that I did have great time in Munich. Though we haven't exchanged contact and haven't really talked much, she becomes an important person in my life.
haha I am not really replying...but I have crazy emotion too.
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